I’m going to bed on early evening
but find no sleep
memories haunting
hurting so deep
turning from right to left
from left to right
but still no rest
until far beyond midnight
hours later
my mind fade away
confusing dreams
about another day
well known nightmares
where I’m on a station
waiting too long
but no train to my destination
so I have to walk
dark behind me
and unknown ahead
running into my destiny
but wherever I go
I cannot disclaim
nothing will change
it’s still the same
then I wake up
before the alarm is ringing
look in the morning
where the birds are singing
another day
where things become right
let’s see what will happen
until the next night